All my life, all my mind and all my soul

Anchors of Faith in our lives

2007-05-17T02:18:00.000-07:00

Hi Jenny,

Do you remember my sermon in Cambodia about Anchors of Faith. An anchor is what they throw into the water to keep a boat from moving away in the water. The anchor hold the boat in the right place. Your baptism and the trip to Cambodia are anchors of faith in your life. They help you remember that things are going to get better. When we feel discouraged, the anchors of faith (Godly memories) in our lives help us be encouraged and give us strength.

This is mail from P'Robert that encourage me so much.That time I felt very weak and so boring, but when I thought about the Cambodian kids and ,y life in Cambodia I felt like I have a lot of energy to do many things. Then I send mail to P' Robert our big brother and he send this mail back to me. I just want to share for you because is really good words that he gave........

Matthew 5:3-12 So awesome!

2007-04-26T06:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday nothing to do....I felt very bored. So I read the bible and I find the chapter that encourage me so much. And when I finished I feel fresh and had a lot of energy. Because sometime I feel very weak and don't want to do something anymore, sometime I feel angry and feel like something is not fair for me. But when I read this my heart is fresh again and ready to do many things that will come to my life.
Our life is not perfect if it perfect we never know and never feel how much God loves us. Some time is hard for me to control my self that because I don't let God control me at all. But now I know just happy with this life and pround that God has the best plan for me. I have to pround if I do something wrong again and I feel very sad about it because I know that's wrong.God always forgive us and always watch. Please feel very sad if you do something wrong and stop that feeling when you pray to God.I am not sure you will understand or not but I hope God will let you understand this.
Love in Christ....

Sometime...

2007-04-09T01:51:00.000-07:00

Sometime we don't want to read Bible because we feel tired.
Sometime we having fun by watching movie and forget to read the Bible.
Sometime we forget that we are Christian and come back to use our old life.
Sometime we still don't trust in our God.
Sometime we forget that Jusus died for us.
Sometime we think we don't need God.
Sometime we are blind and can not see his love.
How can it happen just ask your self......
But please know that God always remember you.
He always bless you and plan for your life.
He always work very hard and always answer our pray.....

Letters from Cambodian sisters

2007-04-09T01:36:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! Some of kids in Siem Leap mail to me 3 letters already.I would like to share with you and let you know their e-mail. Please continue contact them and share your love for them.One day we will see them in Christ family. And this is Reagan idea and his idea is really great.
The first and second is from Sister Srey Pin one of the street kids.sreypin333@yahoo.com

hello jenny how are you im vrey will and you ? thank you fro you comind to cambodia ?you are very nice and framly ?plaseae you send e.mail me back ?

Hi jenny. how are you and your family? i am sorry for not send e.mail to you for long time. i hope you send e.mail back to me soon .i hope you come to cambodia again soon.Lore from sreyxoxoxo.xxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooooooo

And the last one is from sister Murt you know she is Spider girl.sreymurt@yahoo.com

hi jenny ,how are you to day?.do you remeber me ? befor i tell you my name is spideegirl.do you live same place with naveen if you are live in same place wiht him please can you tell me him e-mail,and i one t know aaron,joe ,ben, kong jo too,please let me know,my name is murt call spidergirl,please send me a a email back soon,mury call spidergril.And this are others e-mailsinasrey@yahoo.com, jerry_cambodia20055@yahoo.com, thon_9999@yahoo.com, jenny_cambodia2005@yahoo.com

Thank you God, for the Cambodia trip

2007-04-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone it’s Jenny again. Now I would like to share my experience in Cambodia. It is long story because there were a lot of impressive things in Cambodia that I’ll always remember. But I also think it’s better to make it short, but I’ll write the long story also. I think the long story in Cambodia will be good information for those who want to visit Cambodia. And if I finish it I will post one part a day. Oh, and I would like to say my English is not too good so please forgive me.
Now let’s start with the short one.
Everyday in Cambodia was a new experience and I was always interested. A lot of things in Cambodia encouraged me so much and helped me to grow up more. This trip gave me many nice experiences and a lot of friends. This trip made me very sure with my decisions in the future. This trip also made me closer to God and to feel that his love is everywhere and at every time. This trip gave me a patient heart to walk with my Lord.
Everyday I tried to use my life like Jesus and I prayed a lot for that.
Many people showed me a lot of God’s love. At first I didn’t know how to deal with kids. I was scared and worried a lot about how to deal with kids, but then God sent Cheryl to be my good example. I saw many things in Cambodia, and sometimes I thought why does God give difficult lives to so many people?? Why doesn’t God help them and give them a good life?? That was my question. God sent His words to me through someone who answered my question. “If everyone has a perfect life, they surely will not know God and wouldn’t need God in their lives, and for us who are Christians, we will not have a way to serve and share our love for others and if this doesn’t happen we will be like other people who are not Christians that care for themselves more than others.” That made me understand more about God’s way and really encouraged me to serve others with all my heart.
One day in our home group meeting, P’Robert asked every person in our group “What would you want to do for the kids??”. Everyone had a good idea and for me….. I thought of one of street kids. His name is Dai and maybe he is 15 or 16 years old already. He said to me on the first day we played games with them, when I asked him to come back again, “Maybe tomorrow I can’t come because all day I couldn’t sell anything and I won’t have money for tuk tuk. Because my home is very far from here if I can not sell anything that means that I can’t get home” When I heard that I thought about how I could do something for him to help him. I wanted him to join us having fun but he needed money also. How could I help?? I never hesitated to say “I will help you sell your books and postcards tomorrow, please don’t worry about it and please come back and have fun with us again, I will help you I promise” . After that I gave him a big smile and held his hand. But he said “Thank you, it’s ok because tomorrow I will go to Angkor Wat and I can’t join you. That time I felt a bit sad and I thought about the other kids. Maybe some of them have the same problem.
That was the reason I wanted to help them sell their books and their postcards on the street. I could just help them for 2 days but I knew and I understood their life on the street.
And I always remembered in my mind, when we sat and ate, children always came to us and asked for food. We always shared with them and talked to them and played with them.
And when I went back to my hometown, I saw people’s lives here are so much better than people there. Even people who stay in the hill village that our church brought blankets for have a place to stay and have rice to eat everyday. Even my dogs are fed by my Uncle with 2 good meals a day.
The street kids need money, food and a lot of things for their life but the most important thing that I think they need is God. How can we make them know that they really need God in their life?? For now, we are not in that place anymore. The only thing we can do is just to pray very hard for them. I really want to go back again; I want to do everything possible to help them. Their life and country’s history made I feel I am very lucky. I always pray that God gives me a chance to go back and help them to know God.
Sometime in Cambodia I was worried a lot about my money. I didn’t want to spend a lot of my money but when I went out and helped the street kids on the street, I didn’t worry about it any more. I remembered we have a lot of food and a lot of things for us to eat at our homes. For them, maybe not. Try to give to them if you can.
Before you eat please pray for everyone in this world, that all of them will have something eat also. And please remember the time that we spent with the street kids in Cambodia and always pray for them.
The last thing that I would like to say is Thank You for everyone that helped me to grow up more, encouraged me with your stories, helped me to clean up the meeting place and for being my friends.

They are so brave...

2007-04-07T06:20:00.000-07:00

So many people they give all of their life to God....and follow him
So many people they leave everything behind even their family....and follow him
So many people they don't fear and worry about his way because they trust in him.
And so many people they always happy to give everything in their life to our God.
Like so many people that i know them sister Judith and one of my new friend in Cambodia Mr.Saleem.
First I would like to talk about how Judith's life touch me.
One day in CM we sat and we talk on the red car and we talked about our life. She told me about her life but I will tell you just the main. She told me about her parent that they use to be Christian before but now they don't and like they don't want she to stay in Japan something like that. It touch my heart very much because sister Judith she choose to stay in Japan and serve God all her heart. Why she is so.... brave her heart is very brave and I thought like she is very awesome person. I feel like I want to be like her because for me is so difficult to be free from my family. I want to serve God all my life and work just for him like she do but I don't know in my future i can do or not. And her words always touch my heart everytime that we spent together her life always touch me.
And about one man that I heard his story from Jacob he is Mr.Saleem. I had a change to talked with him in Cambodia. No to long that I talked with him. He is from Paki,I don't know how to call in English but in Thai we call them Paki555+. And his family is Muslim. Everybody know is very and really difficult for Muslim people to change their religion. Maybe some people will kill them and do not nice to them. And about Mr.Saleem he got problem with his family and he can't stay in his country just because he choose to be Christian. Now he stay in Cambodia and use his life in God's way. I can feel that he love Jusus and god very much.
Their life are encourage me so much.Can't explain how much that they love God. For me my family all of them are Budhist and they don't understand much about Christian life, but they open that's ok in this time. But I don't know when I want to serve God all my life they will let me do or not. I hope and always pray that my family will understand me and let me free if i want to serve God all my life. I hope and always pray if one day it's happen to me my heart wll brave like sister Judith and Mr. Saleem.I don't know how to explain but I hope every people that read this story will undrestand my point. Because my English is not so good but I do at my best already. 555 +

2007-04-06T09:16:00.001-07:00

Before Cambodia trip

2007-04-06T08:53:00.001-07:00

Before the trip to Cambodia I had made my decision that I had to go to Cambodia. I prayed to God that he will open the door becuase for me it's hard to go somewhere far away from my hometown. I asked my Mom to go to Cambodia and she answered my question that very surprised me. She allowed me to go for this trip and my Dad gave me some money too. I prepared myself what should I do or bring before the trip. I packed my stuff one week before the trip. I was excited and nervous because it was my first trip outside of Thailand. Every night I prayed to God that he will be with us. I asked many people to pray that I will be able to spend time with people more because I like to spend time alone and afriad to be with a lot of people. Three days before the trip God answerd my prayers. I knew that what we have to do in Cambodia and the purpose of this trip."God is always with us so I am not worried about anything. Everything is going to be ok". I will do anything with allmy heart, my soul for God and that what I thoughtbefore I went to bed that night.

On The Wings Of Prayer

2007-04-06T08:43:00.001-07:00

Just close your Eyes and open your heart,And feel your worries and cares depart.Just yield yourself to the Father above,And let him hold you secure in his love.For life on earth grows more involved,With endless problems that can't be solved.But God only ask us to do our best,Then he will take over and finish the rest.So when you are tired, discouraged and blue,There is always one door that is open to you.And that is the door to The House of Prayer,And you'll find God waiting to meet you there.And The House of Prayer is no further away,Than the quiet spot where you kneel and pray.For the heart is a temple when God is there,As we place ourselves in his loving care.And he hears every prayer and answers each one,When we Pray in His name - Thy will be done.The burdens that seemed too heavy to bear,Are lifted away on the wings of a prayer

Do you know?

2007-04-06T08:43:00.000-07:00

Do you know....
(186,282 miles per second), you would:
- reach the moon in 2 seconds
- reach the sun in eight minutes
- leave our solar system in 4 months
- exit from the Milky Way Galaxy in 100,000 years
- take 1.5 million years to visit the next galaxy,
the Great Nebuli
AND you could travel at that speed for 4.5 billion years and never leave the universe!
The GOD who created such a gigantic universe LOVES YOU PERSONALLY!
He knows your name,
feels the beat of your heart
and hears your every prayer.

Hello! Everybody

2007-04-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

HI!

This is my world. I have many things to share and if you want to share anything please feel free to do it.

**** Read This When Ever You Feel Discourage ****
I refuse to be discouraged, To be sad, or to cry;
I refuse to be downhearted, and here's the reason why:
I have a God who's mighty, Who's sovereign and supreme;
I have a God who loves me, and I am on His team.
Though everything is changeable, My God remains the same.
My God knows all that's happening; beginning to the end;
His presence is my comfort; He is my dearest Friend.
When sickness comes to weaken me, To bring my head down low,
I call upon my mighty God; Into His arms I go.
He draws me close unto His breast, Where all my strivings cease.
When my heart melts within me, and weakness takes control;
He gathers me into His arms, He soothes my heart and soul.
The great "I AM" is with me. My life is in His hand.
The "Son of the Lord" is my hope. It's in His strength I stand.
I refuse to be defeated. My eyes are on my God;
He has promised to be with me, As through this life I trod.
I'm looking past all my circumstances, To Heaven's throne above;
My prayers have reached the heart of God, I'm resting in His love.
I give God thanks in everything. My eyes are on His face;
The battle's His, the victory mine; He'll help me win the race.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!